carriefann
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Wow, I feel like I just got a kick in my stomach! So.......
This guy, who you guys may have remembered me talking about a couple years ago....the one I had a major, major crush on....I just found out he was gay!! And this whole time, here I am thinking there were no other gays at my high school! Wow! I feel like I really need to sit down right now....
So a couple years ago I first met him at school, and we were pretty good friends.....but oh my God, I had the biggest crush on him! like, it was baaaad. I was dreaming about this guy almost every night for like a year, and I would get so nervous when he was around me! But he wasn't openly gay at school, and i'm not out either, but I'm just like ---!!! You would have no idea that this guy was gay. I'm just in shock right now, but i'm so....relieved, I guess? Glad?
Holy crap! This really changes things for me.....I held back my feelings for him for two years, because I could have sworn up and down he was straight! But I just found out he was gay...holy crap. What do you guys think I should do?
I consider this dude to be, like my first "major crush"....I daresay I even fell in love with him. My head is just spinning right now! What should I do?? My hands are just shaking right now. This is definitely eye opening for me! This is like, my biggest dream come true! I always secretly wished at the back of my mind, please let him be gay! And it was a pretty far off shot....I can't even breathe!! But....it looks like he's in a relationship with some other guy! Damn, I'm just having a mini stroke right now!
This whole time, this guy, who's incredibly sweet (and hot, oh my God!).....he was so nice to me, and that whole time, for a year, I kept my feelings bottled up....it's just a rush right now! I can't believe this! Someone help me; I thought i was over this guy, finally at last, and now I just see this.....I'm freaking out!
This guy, who you guys may have remembered me talking about a couple years ago....the one I had a major, major crush on....I just found out he was gay!! And this whole time, here I am thinking there were no other gays at my high school! Wow! I feel like I really need to sit down right now....
So a couple years ago I first met him at school, and we were pretty good friends.....but oh my God, I had the biggest crush on him! like, it was baaaad. I was dreaming about this guy almost every night for like a year, and I would get so nervous when he was around me! But he wasn't openly gay at school, and i'm not out either, but I'm just like ---!!! You would have no idea that this guy was gay. I'm just in shock right now, but i'm so....relieved, I guess? Glad?
Holy crap! This really changes things for me.....I held back my feelings for him for two years, because I could have sworn up and down he was straight! But I just found out he was gay...holy crap. What do you guys think I should do?
I consider this dude to be, like my first "major crush"....I daresay I even fell in love with him. My head is just spinning right now! What should I do?? My hands are just shaking right now. This is definitely eye opening for me! This is like, my biggest dream come true! I always secretly wished at the back of my mind, please let him be gay! And it was a pretty far off shot....I can't even breathe!! But....it looks like he's in a relationship with some other guy! Damn, I'm just having a mini stroke right now!
This whole time, this guy, who's incredibly sweet (and hot, oh my God!).....he was so nice to me, and that whole time, for a year, I kept my feelings bottled up....it's just a rush right now! I can't believe this! Someone help me; I thought i was over this guy, finally at last, and now I just see this.....I'm freaking out!