kewlie78189
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Hello Carrie Fans,
I figured I would start a new thread because its been a long time and lots of new problems have come up.
I will start from the beginning. I am currently 20 years old...don't have a job right now as I am off on "Medical Leave". When I was younger I had to deal with a father who verbally and physically abused me. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder and from then on I have never been the same. I am currently seeing some counsellors and trying to get my life back on track but its not working. I keep getting bad news after bad news...my newest one is that my drivers license is now suspended for a month for a past speeding ticket...i am even more stuck than I was before. I feel that I am severely depressed. I sit at home most of the time. Try to keep myself busy but I find I am not interested in doing very much. I have no one to really talk to. Most of my friends are away at school. So I usually sit at home and all I do is think about how terrible my life is. I have tried to get out and do things but I don't enjoy much. I am constantly bored and I need people to talk to. I feel so alone and scared and depressed. I am at the point now where I can't continue this way anymore. I need help. I need people talk to. I am so bored and its just making me worse. Now that I have no car to drive for a month I have no way of getting anywhere either. Please Carrie fans I am begging for some help. Any suggestions or kind words or anything would help me right now.
I figured I would start a new thread because its been a long time and lots of new problems have come up.
I will start from the beginning. I am currently 20 years old...don't have a job right now as I am off on "Medical Leave". When I was younger I had to deal with a father who verbally and physically abused me. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder and from then on I have never been the same. I am currently seeing some counsellors and trying to get my life back on track but its not working. I keep getting bad news after bad news...my newest one is that my drivers license is now suspended for a month for a past speeding ticket...i am even more stuck than I was before. I feel that I am severely depressed. I sit at home most of the time. Try to keep myself busy but I find I am not interested in doing very much. I have no one to really talk to. Most of my friends are away at school. So I usually sit at home and all I do is think about how terrible my life is. I have tried to get out and do things but I don't enjoy much. I am constantly bored and I need people to talk to. I feel so alone and scared and depressed. I am at the point now where I can't continue this way anymore. I need help. I need people talk to. I am so bored and its just making me worse. Now that I have no car to drive for a month I have no way of getting anywhere either. Please Carrie fans I am begging for some help. Any suggestions or kind words or anything would help me right now.